I’m going to get my tonsils removed tomorrow morning. I checked into the hospital earlier today to have those last tests done.
I have to admit I’m a bit nervous…more than the last two times I had surgeries.. I was thinking about it and the truth is, last time I felt I didn’t have anything to lose..I was in crappy relationships and unhappy with my life and the way it was going.
This time around I have everything to lose. I am in a healthy, loving and happy relationship. I have a job I like and I have found some good friends along the way.
Having M.E. only makes things worse, because no one knows how I will react to this. Surgery, although it is to help us, is still an invasive procedure. I’m trying to think positive and attract good vibes though.
I hope everything will go alright tomorrow..I have pre written posts for the next weeks, because I don’t know how long recovey will take. But I will keep you guys posted as much and as soon as I can.
I’d be happy if you keep me in your thoughts!